Introduction

It is so strange when what you thought of as a complete story turns out to be just another chapter. But the experience always makes you learn something. Sometimes mistakes cannot be called mistakes because we are just growing up.
I was searching for true love so i made a unique account on a dating profile. I searched and talked to so many people but i found it so strange that no one understood me. I was not looking for a sexual relationship. All i wanted was to find someone with whom i can be myself and share my thoughts and feelings. But everyone on that particular website seemed to only care for one night stands and hooking up for weekends. I did not like it at all. I was chatting with people who only seemed to be interested in bodies and looks. I knew i did not fit in. I feel slightly ashamed of myself for letting that kind of chatting influence me badly because i felt as if i seemed to be forgetting what i wanted and becoming more like the others.
Then, after a week i found a person who seemed to be quite nice. I began talking to her about her likes and dislikes. She was nice and wrote in an extremely positive sense. I talked to her by private messaging and within a week we became good friends. I was busy with my exams and so was she. The Examination Season had hit us both so we both busy studying yet always found time in the day to send each other messages.
I checked her profile and her birthday was coming so i told her to give me her number because i wanted to call her and sing happy birthday to her. She thought that it would be great if i did so she gave me her number but unfortunately i completely forgot because i was super busy that day and i never called. I was so busy that week, I did not find the time to go online and when i finally did. I was surprised to see that she had deactivated her account...